sing me a rainbow

make me a dream
wish me a fantasy
throw me a flower
sing to me
make me smile
kiss my heart
shine your light on me
bring me love
give me comfort
throw your arms around me
stare into my eyes
tell me the truth
keep believing in me
give me the gift
of believing in you

feel

feel all
know nothing
see everything
touch some one
smell freesias
bump along
free wheeling
think freedom
draw conclusions
ask why
tell stories
make mystery sing

a list

miserable
sad
tearful
lonely
lost and lost
seeking
abandoned
hopeless
afraid
worried
anxious
not good enough

deadwood

Deadwood ...
cocksuckers..
cuntlickers..
too good!

flame trees

sarah blasko flame trees
my new favourite sounds

make me sigh

full of tilt
made of molten flowing lava
mushy flesh of nectarines
the soft and rich red fibres at the heart near the seed
make me sigh

fair trade

feeling on top of things
but underneath other things
someone told me today that
nigeria has a very large flower export market
but it's suffering because of the way that green economics is marketed
everything is so complicated now
once you just grew
or picked from someone else's garden
or bought from the florist
or the person down the street
some flowers that were in season in your part of the world
now we worry about economies in places we may never have been
fair trade
i think it's the right thing to do
but how fair is fair
how do we know we have the right facts
all the world
all the flowers
all the money
all the hope
and we're still being manipulated
we're all leaders to someone.
but where are we leading to?
i don't want people in nigeria to starve.. i don't want to have no money to pay my rent.
i don't want people to be assaulted and robbed of their freedom. i want to have the guts to do what i want with my own life.
all these things are so obvious, but they don't happen. i can think of a million reasons, but i don't want to hear them. i only want to make a difference - a positive difference to those around me.