bitchverse

feel it
feel the emotion
can't be contained
can't be stopped

anger
annoyance
exclusion
oneupmanship

i cant play that game
i wont play
but i will win by stealth

but i don't even believe it
i will desert the playing field

i will survive in my own universe
and leave the bitch to the bitchverse

live

dream away

these thoughts come from a silly fb puzzle
beautiful
genius
scared
see those three words
pick them out of a lineup

and then go back to
living

silver ghost

into the silver years, the ones that people dread.  i'm surprised by how much personhood is disregarded by those around me.
not worth investing time into an old dried out stick.
there is still life and dreams and hopes and inspiration and lust for life flowing through these veins.  so fuck you all.
one must believe
one has a need to continue
to the places that call my name.

fly right

flying
in
circles around the sun

burnt
by
proximity to truth

lunge
into
orbit
of
seeking

frozen oranges

went to the hospital
saw sick people
felt sick too
just looking at them
made me know my inner sickness

the unworthiness
the painful tearing up inside my gut
falling over on my face
on the inside
but remaining unspontaneous
frozen in fear

ha ha ha
life

pheel it

pheel
feel
real

oh

oh
oh
oh
ooh

it's
oh
so
controlled