Thursday, June 16, 2011

bruised heart

being shouted and abused at
sworn at and insulted
accusations of unfathomable origins
ugly mouth and thoughts
being spewed over me
this is john's way

he insults and denigrates
my children
are worthy of my love support
and light
they do things that are silly
or rude or other things
but they deserve my support and trust

i will not desert them and take the side
of the oppressors

tex more than likely did behave in a rude manner
probably did swear
possibly did moon the busdriver
as has been modelled to him in the home/father

he has a true heart
he has been damaged
by a model of someone who does not take responsibility

i often don't realise what i'm doing
we all make mistakes
the strong path is that of admitting to it
and moving on

the price of love is to stand by the side of the loved one
not to turn and point along with the accusers

express remorse and apologise
this is right and acceptable