shine on you crazy diamond... christy moore

new growth from the depths

the hook

i've discovered a hook
lodged in my right hip
tucked inside the pelvic bone
radiating pain
up and down
in kidneys
stomach
liver

locking up lower back
impossible to exercise
walk

run ha!

couldnt even sleep
nurofen
that's relief
but only for a day or two

panadol
that worked
but only at first

chiro x 2
doctor x 2
chinese doctor x 1
chiro x 1

mild healing

somatic
lisa friese
suggests
something

it's diabolical
i dismiss at first thought
then i bathe in the idea
give it a mental run
lo and behold

relief

oh holy giver of neurosis
you taketh away

pain diminishes - banished by thought

leaving behind
one hell of a thought to ponder

fark!!!

seventy five thousand dollars...

fresh air

sweet or salty

as if blind i walk in straight lines,
and then back again just to see how its changed.
but it is of no consequence changed or not.

the tight periphery is secured... a veil of separation. keeping the world at bay, in case something is let out to play, discovered to be a fraud.
primary fear a wasted life. or a lack of vision.

its free.  you can choose float, sail, fly and then sink and fall and fail, bold as brass.
shout it out... the world will use you, and you can use the world.

wipe away the sweat or wear it as armour, it is time.
dream or nightmare...
hard to distinguish which is which.
it's a matter of taste.