weeds

following the outmoded beating of a lonely heart doesnt lead to any new places, times need to be changed by definitive action.
to do that a decision must be reached. that's where things get harder... well easier and harder. because its easy to make decisions, but then it's just as easy to change your mind. it's easy to go with the flow too, and it's easy to just get left behind. writing out the options is a waste of time, but just writing and letting the force dictate the way hasnt worked yet either, correction - it has worked, but i want to take control. delineate the best and the worst and then aim for the most desirable place. cut down the weeds that've grown over heart and grow a new limb of self compassion and love.. call out to the angels and listen for their replies. feeling good.. is a state of mind and it's contagious.